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xwatchmesinkx
30 April 2010 @ 10:55 pm
I don't think I've ever felt needed before. It's nice.

I'm getting tattooed on Thursday. So stoked.
La Dispute with Andrew on Friday. Even more stoked.

I seriously can't stop listening to this band. I have never heard a band so poetic. The lyrics are incredible.
 
 
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: La Dispute (obviously)
 
 
xwatchmesinkx
25 April 2010 @ 11:12 am
Yes I'm giving up this time. I'm done with falling behind. Nothing that I seem to ever do ever makes the grade. They said it was just a phase, one day I would grow to make my parents proud. They didn't know what they were talking about. Being at the end of my rope really doesn't seem that bad, but I must apologize I'm sorry mom and dad. Don't look down on me too much, but this charade has got to stop, that's the only way for a guy like me to ever end up on top. So right now it's party time, kicking back with glass in hand, bouncing up and down on floors 'til I can't stand. And outside it starts to rain, glass falls from the window pain, and you just sit in awe... cause it's never the right time to make that change in your life. Anxiety takes a hold of me... so I just let it go.
 
 
xwatchmesinkx
19 April 2010 @ 08:20 pm


Sometimes you have to play a show that causes kids to put holes through walls... Several very large holes...

Our show last night reminded me of how much fun shows can be. It also reminded me that hardcore is still a dangerous place. I like that.
No drama, no side-taking, no awkwardness, no frustrations, just pissed off, angry music and a good time.

I'm really excited for the next few months and I can't wait for tour in July.
 
 
Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
Current Music: Broadway Calls - Good Views, Bad News
 
 
xwatchmesinkx
08 April 2010 @ 06:12 pm
Change of plans.
 
 
xwatchmesinkx
26 March 2010 @ 05:15 pm
I'm being attacked by an ear infection, so I'll be stuck at home all night. Help keep me entertained, yeah?

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Hopefully I can shake this by Monday. Flying with an ear infection definitely isn't a party I want in on. If you have any suggestions, let me know.
 
 
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: Make Do and Mend
 
 
 
xwatchmesinkx
17 March 2010 @ 12:44 pm
There seems to be a lot of positivity going on around me and I'm really liking it.

I said something on stage during our set on Saturday that I realize now may alienate me a bit. At the same time though, I don't really give a fuck. I was very angry and meant every word. Besides that, I would rather alienate myself then have other people do it for me.

I wrote more stuff and deleted it just like I always do. I think it basically said, the last week was great.


I'm putting this night down to bed
Cause i was sitting at the bar
Hoping you're walk in the door
That says Killian's Red
Cause i left you a note that said
Come on out and we'll both get
Right off of our heads
And float up off the chair
We'll go on vacation tonight
Under a sun of neon light
And i almost love this town
When i'm by your side
You woke me from a long sleep
And i'm almost back
Closer than ever
To finding the hidden track
If i told you the truth
You wouldn't like what i said
I almost believed i was dead
There'll be no more waiting
You're gonna melt all the ice
In our heads
There'll be no more crying
You're gonna make it all better instead
 
 
Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
Current Music: Nada Surf
 
 
xwatchmesinkx
11 March 2010 @ 05:47 pm
Shutter Island and a lovely homemade vegan dinner tonight.
Box seats at the Suns\Lakers game tomorrow night.
Touche Amore\Run with the Hunted show Saturday.
Touche Amore\Red Son\Ready Resist in Tucson on Sunday.
Date Night on Monday.
Breakfast with Lexy, Jason, and Andrea on Tuesday morning.
 
 
xwatchmesinkx
06 March 2010 @ 07:19 pm
I always get my hopes up just the be let down. Those defense mechanisms were there for a reason. I think I want them back.

My heart hurts.
 
 
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: The Loved Ones - Build and Burn
 
 
xwatchmesinkx
25 February 2010 @ 06:31 pm
I need a webcam.
 
 
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: Waxwing
 
 
xwatchmesinkx
11 February 2010 @ 08:04 pm
I love my job.
I love my job.
I love my job.
I love my job.
And I love that I love my job.

My little kiddos never cease to amaze me.

I love them.
 
 
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: Millencolin